The M I N D E

Its my birthday today. It doesn't feel like it. Haha, its funny.its when I'm legal and supposed to be happy-go-lucky about my ticket to this much talked about 'freedom' that I feel the LEAST excited. Seriously. I've never been this blase about my birthday before. I still can't conjecture if that's good or bad. Well, if it's any consolation, God gave me the BEST present I could ask for. That's Big Guy alright. Always pulling through for me. *_* So yeah. I'm 18. I'm a girl. I feel equally excited about those two facts. I wonder if things would have been any different if I was home. Probably not. I guess it's because I grew up thinking birthdays were a big deal. Re-socialisation's setting in though. This is probably the beginning of many unbelievably mundane birthdays to come.

Jeez. It was evidently a depressing day.